Whatever comes to mind........

I'm back and the randomness starts again!!! OK so for all those people who got held back......... it truly sucks!!! I mean not only are you a grade behind, have an extra year in school, and all your friends move ahead of you, but everyone who knows you is just like "oh so your in this grade right?" (meaning a grade ahead of yours). For example today i had two people ask me "so your a senior this year right?" and I'm just like "i wish! But no, I'm a Junior". I know that its not my fault that i got held back, and that i shouldn't be whining about it (i mean at least i survived cancer right)but it gets harder and harder all the time now. I just think about the fact that i could have been graduating in May, or the fact that i could be applying for colleges and working on getting a life of my own and it makes me feel so much worse. Even worse than that though........... I'm ready to get out of this god forsaken town!! Sometimes i feel like I'm on the verge of breaking and its not cool. So i always have to tell myself that God will do whats right and i guess this was meant to be. I just hope things will be better in the future! Adios Amigos!